My Weakness to Strike Out in Anger

Help me, Abba Father, to know Your word better so i can teach others about You and help me serve You better in this falling world.  In Jesus' name.  Amen  This country is becoming darker as it is becoming more polarized.  Perhaps this is the design You want because You see how it's all going to play out anyway.  Tanks are flooding into Damascus, where a blinded Saul converted to Paul.  i can only imagine that many enemies who are blind won't be blind anymore and will turn out to serve the Messiah who's coming shortly. The righteous of this hour must shine a candle in the night against the darkness to light up the night.  

Help me, Abba Father, not to bow down to obey, submit to, give an heed to these bent on being evil.  You know i have a weakness and my need to strike out in anger.  i've hurt my hand already this morning, especially when all the evil ones will only say, "Come around front, there's no door there!"  Yet i know nothing ever takes You by surprise.  You know before it happens that i'm not going to be able to bridle my tongue.  i know You won't be disappointed when i run off at the mouth. Because i know i have Your love inside me, i'm going to want to do better.

Only You know when You'll be able to use me, and i'll be more than willing and able to be a threat to Satan's work which is all around us.  i know You'll find the time and place when and where i have power over sin because You'll give me that power and strength  and You'll be here watching.  i'll never expect You to make may life smoother and easier, yet You'll make it easier to make the right steps in serving You better.  i'm already beginning to see that the sins of my past were against You, and i know now that i have to die and stay dead so that i can serve You better. In Jesus' name.  Amen