So Skip the Testosterone

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i walked with You this morning into the evil day.  Walking along the side of the road these days is not as safe as walking on the sidewalks downtown, but i remember a time when i couldn't wait to get out of Dodge.  Seems no matter where i end up now, i know You are needed and my faith in You is getting stronger.  The power of me being faithful is never enough.  i could never be strong enough on my own.  So skip the testosterone.  "Fear no evil" sounds so cliché today but i know better within my own heart and thoughts that only when i have Your Holy Spirit, that's the case.

Somehow i've been sleeping better at night.  And that's because of You.  You are the light in the darkness of my night.  When all else fails, i can become like the glow of the television set only if i can feel my way in the dark to find the remote.  These things i realize with the help of the Almighty.  It seems a waste of time to depend on any person anymore.  i get more joy watching the squirrels and blue jays playing for the peanuts outside my patio door.

Help me, Holy Spirit, to live as an example so that others may quietly, from a distance, catch on.  i don't need the credit or to hear any of the accolades .  i've always felt the yearning and desire to become radical even if it meant radically rebellious.  i can feel that yearning coming on again.  Please guide me into satisfying that desire only according to Your will.  In Jesus' name.  

Amen

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