Haven't Smoked a Cigarette or Joint Since

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 i stretch out my hand and answer for myself by asking what Paul asked King Agrippa; "Why should it be thought incredible by you that God raises the dead?"---[Act 26:8] How long had i determined to go about the rest of my days antichrist?  It had been many years a conscious decision, one of rebellion because as a senior in high school, i was a lay reader at church Sunday morning.  i had dreams of being an Episcopal minister but that was only a dream based on the summer camp fantasies i had when i thought being a reverend was so cool, like the mailman walking the streets in the neighborhood when i was 5...playing soccer and singing around the campfire.

"...At midday, O king, along the road I saw a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, shining around me...''[Acts 26:13]  When i got struck by that car on 29DEC20 i didn't have to ask "Who are you, Lord?"--[v. 15] because i had just been talking to Him while smoking a joint in the woods, asking Him for things of which He's never approve.  The last thing i said before getting up to go from the woods onto the road was "Show me the way."  And He did. Haven't Smoked a Cigarette or Joint Since.

"But rise and stand on your feet; for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to make you a minister and a witness both of the things which you have seen and of the things which I will yet reveal to you."---[v. 16]

"Will yet reveal to you."  That's the part that gives me hope and joy because i'm always on the lookout, my eyes are opened, the scales are gone, my lungs are clean.  He has set me free!

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