This Last Easter

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 Lord Jesus, fill us all with Your Holy Spirit.  Make us aware that Your Holy Spirit is around, though we've forgotten.  This past Easter i experienced clarity and such calmness that if it were to be my last Easter i could only feel joy and peace and the serenity that i've longed for so long.  May i bring glory to You, glory to Your Holy Spirit that must be recognized.  May we all acknowledge the best gift You have given us.  In Jesus's name. Amen

i don't know but ever since Easter Sunday i've never been so calm because i'm very conscious of the Holy Spirit and that's the key to my inner peace and serenity, regardless of all the noise and hoopla and hell around me,  i am acknowledging and very conscious of the Holy Spirit's presence.  i'm not even concerned whether or not i have the "wisdom," because i'm sure that i'll make plenty more wrong decisions.  But still i feel that i'll figure out His will for me, maybe i'm even fulfilling it now.  May He give me the power to be a witness and not a judge.

i believe that You will always be here to nudge me at the right time even when bothersome folks are surrounding me.  There's something about this last Easter.  i know You hear me.  i know that You are watching me.  Now i am really focused on You and not on those who have influenced me in the past.  Including those i've fantasized about under my covers at night.  Forgive me a sinner.  I feel so much calmer focusing on the likes of You.  

Even the braying of burros bothers me not.

For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him. -- [2 Chronicles 16:9]

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