No Need for Doubts

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 When i have You, Lord, in my life then i have no need for doubts.  i am no longer a wave of the sea tossed about like the wind.  i have His grace to endure.  And lest I should be exalted above measure by the abundance of the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I be exalted above measure..."My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness."  Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. --[2 Corinthians 12: 7,9]



You are the God who heals who always has my interests at heart.  You are so patient with me going on and on about those fools, those who breed contempt and corruption.  i seek no glory when that crown is place upon my head.  Just to be with You is all the glory i need.  You provide the glory which anybody could ever need.  i humble myself before You, the One who died that brutal, cruel death on the cross for me.

Now may the God of peace who brought up our Lord Jesus from the dead, that Great Shepherd of the sheep, through the blood of the everlasting covenant...make you complete in every good work to do His will, working in you what is well-pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen. --[Hebrews 13:20-21] All those times of being misunderstood and misrepresented, feeling unappreciated or unwelcome, glared at, sneered at, backstabbed, gossiped about, talked about by the water cooler all pale compared to being in the presence and glory of the Lord.  

Now i believe that Jesus is watching me, then i'll see His eyes looking right at me.  This is what i'm living for.  He loves me so that i can love Him.  Lord, forgive me, because i don't want to disobey, i just have a hard time loving people.  i have no excuse because anything in my past that i could use for an excuse, You have already reconciled and forgiven me for.  All i ask is that You continue to not separate me or leave me out in the cold away from the flock.  Keep an eye on me always, even out here away from the flock.  My heart will always hold You here.

Amen

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