The Next Step in My Mission

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My mission has been kept before me, and i accept the holy trust, gentle and unobtrusive.  Lord Jesus, i'm willing to be Your disciple, one who finally gets it, one who truly understands You, who truly understands the mission.  Within this valley of the shadow of death i want to remain strong and clean and faithful and always trusting You and Your mission.  What may appear to me as audacity You view as authenticity.  

Releasing my resentment and revealing my feeling is the first step to healing.  God, i need to know the next step in my mission.  i need Your nudges every day if possible.  i choose to obey You in faith.  i am Your friend, God, and i will do what You command.  Show me to value what You value, other than the cliché types of things that have been rehashed and rehashed over the past centuries.  Those who insult You, insult me.  Those who bash Christianity have no idea about having a relationship with Jesus and His unconditional love.  And that insults me.  And i should know because i was one of them.

i'm never ashamed to say that i love God more than life itself.  i used to hear that concept in love songs which amount to nothing.  Lord lifts the load for me.   Teach me, O Lord, the way of Your statutes, And I shall keep it to the end.--[Psalm 119:33]  i delight in Your way, O Lord, and i'll try to obey, though falter i may.  Be patient with me and give me serenity.


   

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