Faith Is Stronger Than Fact

 i choose Jesus.  i believe in what His blood has accomplished for me.  i have plans to be in heaven.  He knows it.  i know it.  It's more than a belief, it's a fact.  And yet faith is even stronger that fact.  i can't wait to get beyond this physical realm.  i intend to live a fear-free rest of my life.  Hell has no room for me.  i suppose living at the MotorMouth Motel is the only hell i'll know for now. 

If i'm led by the Spirit of God then i am a son of God.  It's impossible for me to be an orphan, although that's how i saw myself after my mother died on 11DEC20.  The adversity of then being hit by a car on a road in West Boylston, MA wasn't really adverse at all because it made me closer to my Father, Abba, in heaven.  It happened on 29DEC20, so if i was an orphan, it was only 18 days.  This even took care of my smoking habit as well; so , although i had been born again way back in the early 70s while watching a Billy Graham Crusade on TV, i was rekindled on the 29th of December.  i had been wandering off far and long enough.

i have no doubt that God is in my heart; and yet, i'm having my doubts about going to Charis Bible College whee i would start in the first month of the year on the 9th, 2023.  Is it because i can't speak in tongues?  They seem to be real big on that--it's on every job application i've filled out, asking if i believe in the speaking in tongues.  It's among a series of questions that have yes or no at the end of the list.  If i heard W. A. Criswell correctly in one of his sermons, he said that speaking in tongues doesn't happen anymore.  i need to look through my notes.  i even tweeted Andrew Wommack Ministries after i caught a Gospel Truth program when he went on and on about speaking in tongues--so much so that it bothered me enough to tweet about it.

i had a problem taking a course from Amazing Facts because 7th Day Adventists seem to insist unconditionally that Paul is the author of Hebrews--no ands, ifs, or buts about it.  If something like that made me drop the course, i can only imagine what could happen if Charis Bible College had a problem with me not being able to speak in tongues.  O that You would point me in the right direction O Lord!