Peace, Quiet, Serenity
Forgive me, Lord, i'm still slipping. You who are so omniscient knew what i was going to do before i came out of my mother's womb. i have created my own idols and have developed a habit just as addictive as the cigarettes and marijuana were. You cleaned me of those addictions, so clean this idolatry out of me because i want to be Your worthy servant, Lord. i know that repentance is an ongoing process, that i don't repent once and i'm fixed. i know it'll take the rest of my earthly days at least to get through this process.
None it shall come to pass when all these things come upon you, the blessing and the curse which I have set before you, and you call them to mind among all the nations where the Lord your God drives you, and you return to the Lord your God and obey His voice, according to all that I command you today, you and your children, with all your heart and with all your soul. The Lord your God will make you abound in all the work of your hand, in the fruit of your body, in the increase of your livestock, and in the produce of your land for good. For the Lord will again rejoice over you for good as He rejoiced over your fathers. --[Deuteronomy 30: 1-2, 9-10]
You have cursed me as You should and You have blessed me as You should, even though i am not worthy of Your blessings, nor should i even be a subject of any of Your dealings or matters. You are a loving God to even love the likes of me. My voice, to You, must seem like a repulsive noise, the antithesis of peace, quiet, and serenity. The noise of yet another Jezebel spirit. Cleanse me of this evil, my Lord and Savior Jesus, though i'm not worthy to touch the hem of Your garment. Help me to keep my Bible open and my mouth shut. Let me become addicted to Your redeeming and preserving grace,
i need the peace, quiet, serenity that only You can give me, Lord...peace, quiet serenity...peace, quiet, serenity...i'm seeking, i'm asking, and i'm knocking. In Jesus' name. Amen
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