Intimacy With God

 I receive God's complete forgiveness for past sins and i'm working with the Holy Spirit to resist all temptation now and in the future.  I know there is something better out there.  God surely knows and He provides the path to obtain it.  Before i can be content in life i must be comfortable not knowing.  The greatest treasure is in the darkest of places, where i can be intimate with God.  i'm willing and able to lose my head over You, Lord.  Keep my spiritual eyes wide open.  Am i holding any grudges or are the grudges holding me?

In nonverbal ways people have been telling me, "To hell with your standards."  instead of a work ethic, could i be dealing with a work morality?  A cell-phone ethic has taken over, resulting in an immorality about work. i might as well say that the sheet of music which tells me to play one note and not another is itself one of the notes on the keyboard.  The moral law tells us the tune we have to play; our instincts are merely the keys.

Get out of your country and from your relatives and come to a land that I will show you...and God gave him no inheritance in it, not even enough to set his foot on.  But even when Abraham had no child, He promised to give it to him for a possession, and to his descendants after him.  But God spoke in this way; that his descendants would dwell in a foreign land, and that they would bring them into bondage and oppress them four hundred years.  And the nation to whom they will be in bondage I will judge," said God, "and after that they shall come out and serve Me in this place. [Acts 7: 3,5, 7] 

Use me, O Lord, even though i am a sinner with weaknesses, i'm ready to serve You in this wilderness of immorality.