Always Giving Something Out of My Need

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 In a white robe and palm branch in my hand, i stand before the throne and before the Lamb...Salvation belongs to my God and the Lamb!-[Revelation 7: 9-10]  O Lord, work Your unlimited power as You did for the woman with her flour and oil as she fed Elijah.  Help me to always be aware of always giving something out of my need. The word of the Lord in my mouth is the truth.  Sometimes, Lord, i must confess that my heart rejoices in knowing others won't be going to heaven because most people these days are pains in the ass.  i'm sure when You hear me say these things You begin talking away the reward waiting for me in heaven.

But what i think doesn't matter anyway; just so that they wake up to Your gift of grace and hope that You provide.  You have ordered me to preach to the people, King of kings  To teach others to seek You as i have done; and to tell them that since finding you, i haven't even desired to smoke and drink for over a year and a half.  A huge deal considering the many attempts and the packs of cigarettes with four or five left i'd leave hanging at the ATM or in the garbage outside the convenient store only to buy another pack within a week!

But it isn't about me and it isn't about anybody else.  It's about You, dear Lord.  You are the ultimate shelter from problems and pain.  You are the freedom from my vices and transgressions.  i have put my trust in You as my refuge, and i ask that You speak through me to lead others to follow You, that i make others see what i clearly see.


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